Some doggy poetry

My Little Brown Man
 My little brown man,
desperate to sit curled up on my lap,
you forget your heavy muscled torso
and decide you are indeed a lap dog.
 Jaws open in a half smile,
tongue drooping out at the side,
you laugh for me in excited whimpers.
 You are ignorant of your breed,
naive of the fear unfolding,
there are people who will never understand.
convinced you should be destroyed.
You! who is so full of love
you are bursting with joy.
 you love EVERYONE
licking arms, hands, and faces in an avid
furore of elation.
throwing yourself on top of new people
like they are your best friend forever.
my faithful and friendly little guy.
 You aren't the sharpest dog in the world
but your affection wins out and I love that
you like to be with me wherever I go.
There are many moments spent with you staring
as I sit trousers round ankles on the toilet.
 Without you life would be calmer
but most certainly dull.
I hope, we will go on many more walks.
with you pulling me along
your joyfulness infectious.
With you by my side I am never alone.

Canine Love

The clip click tap tapping of your claws on our wooden floors 
is ever calming,
hearing your patter in the stillness of the night
gives me the resolve to wake up in the morning and
face the cold air with you sniffing the grass.

There isn't a moment that passes
when I'm not besotted with you,
my golden furred gentle creature.
There isn't a person on earth who could take your place
the love I have for you is unending.

You are the child I will never have
and I baby you despite your claws,
if you wanted you could savage me with your canine teeth
but instead you choose to follow me loyally from room to room,
thrusting your paws into my lap so I might know you adore me.

There isn't a day goes by when I am not aware of your mortality
that one day you will depart this earthly world
and I will be left bereft.
There will an aching inside
so powerful it will bring me crashing to my knees.

For now you are my angel on earth
and I will bury my face into your soft fur
holding you tight in the night as I drift in and out of sleep
looking into your canine eyes
and seeing love look back at me,
you are and always will be my most dearest friend.

madness quotes and poetry

"but I don't want to go among mad people, Alice remarked.

'oh you can't help that' said the Cat. 'We're all mad here. I'm mad, You're mad.'

'How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.

'You must be,' said the Cat. 'or you wouldn't have come here' "

Lewis Carrol

Like a Manic Cow

A distorted heap of schizoid mania,

the bedlam coiled in the corner

of the bedroom floor.

Breathing

wildly,

Like a manic cow.

Come down, come down, from this dastard high.

Seductive, sly, like a snake slithering

Little by little.

Just one more moment. Please!

Wretched hunger for more of this poignant drool

oozing out of minds liqurious pie

and dribbling like chronic diarrhea of the mouth.

Come listen to what has no meaning

give caution to my consciousness,

Be with me hard,

Against the bathroom wall.

I will fuck you're mind in ways you never imagined.

By Julianne Renne aka me :P

And some quotes on mental health since my last few blogs have been on the subject :)

“I felt like a race horse in a world without racetracks or a champion college footballer suddenly confronted by Wall Street and a business suit, his days of glory shrunk to a little gold cup on his mantel with a date engraved on it like a date on a tombstone.” Sylvia Plath "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again." Sylvia Plath "I'd rather be mad with the truth than sane with lies" An anonymous psychiatric patient and poet Magnus. by ~flesh-box When you open up my body, You're fingering my heart I'm waking up at night-fall And crawling darkened halls Just to escape you, Magnus, Just to be alone, I'm suffering just for you, And I'm doing it on my own. You lick my flaking lips, Magnus You tickle my torn-up tongue, You've got me in your grip, Magnus I cannot resist anymore. When you open up my body, You linger in my veins, I love you like a lover And yet I hate you more each day because You cut me to the bone, Magnus, You cut me to the bone... All those nights together, Magnus When I'm really on my own. http://flesh-box.deviantart.com/#/dsnuof